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"Apollon", August 1999
Since Chiron's discovery in 1977, astrologers have been experiencing and exploring his
themes, listening to new tales that resound to his ancient myth, and coming to some
understanding of his archetypal impact. Now, over twenty years later, Liz Greene sees
Chiron as essential in deepening our understanding of solar consciousness; for in order
to choose to live life to the full, we have to face that part in us that would rather seek
death.
The will to live is a great mystery. Every medical practitioner, with any experience of lifethreatening
illness, knows that the will to live can affect physical as well as psychological
well-being, and survival often depends upon the sick person's desire for life, rather than
on the doctor's ministrations. Nor is the will to live necessarily what we claim we feel. We
may cry out that we want life; but somewhere inside, we want to go home, and this
longing for oblivion may be more powerful than any conscious declaration of intent to
"get better". Some people react to conflict, pain and disappointment with a creative
response that transforms their perspective and even their circumstances. Other people
become bitter and hopeless and live in a grey twilight world, or entirely lose their will to
live. There are not only active suicides amongst those who have inwardly given up, but
also those self-architected "accidental" deaths which, although unconscious, are
nevertheless fuelled by a powerful yearning to bring an end to suffering and
unhappiness. Self-destructive behaviour does not always involve the obvious gesture of
the bottle of pills or the knife slash to the wrist. There is no easy formula to determine
why some individuals rise to life's challenges, despite severe misfortunes and
handicaps, while others turn their backs on the future, even if fortune favours them.
Moreover, loss of the will to live may not always result in self-destruction. It may be
expressed as the urge to destroy others, as though, on some deep and inaccessible
level, the projection of hopelessness and victimisation onto another gives the suffering
individual the illusion that he or she is strong and in control of life. Thus the individual
who has, secretly, lost the will to live may, in extremis, try to deprive others of joy -and
perhaps even of life - by finding a scapegoat who can be burdened with all the despair
that is felt within.
This mystery may have its origin, as so many mysteries do, in the enigma of inherent
individual character, and the birth chart can provide us with many insights into the
patterns which underpin that character. With any polarity in life, we, as astrologers,
always need to look at a polarity of planets; and the polarity of hope versus despair, the
will to live versus hopelessness, may be illuminated - at least in part - through the
symbolism of the polarity of the Sun and Chiron.
I do not believe we can really understand either of these planets without considering the
meaning of the other one. Although they are not in actual aspect in every individual's
chart, nevertheless they are both present in every chart, and they form an energy
dynamic within the personality. A direct aspect sharpens this dynamic and often
becomes the focus of the individual's journey, but the polarity exists in each of us
regardless. All the planets, up to and including Saturn, serve the development of the
individual ego, best symbolised by the Sun itself; in fact, we might even say that the
personal planets "serve" the Sun as the centre of individuality. But Chiron lies at the
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interface between Saturn and the outer planets, and therefore mediates collective issues
which impinge on and wound the individual. By its nature, Chiron's collective implications
signify something collectively "unhealable", because the wound exists in the collective
and is ancestral. By its nature, the Sun reflects each individual's sense of purpose and
meaning in life, and these are intimately bound up with the will to live and to become
oneself. Each of these planets needs the other; but if the balance tips too far to one or
the other, certain psychological difficulties may ensue.
Following are a list of "keywords" which may be helpful in understanding the relationship
between the Sun and Chiron. I would like to explore these in more detail first, and then
look at what can happen when the Sun works against Chiron, and what can happen
when they work together. After this brief assessment of the two planets, an example
chart may help to illustrate the mysterious dynamic between the Sun and Chiron.
Key Themes
The Sun
Individual destiny
Sense of meaning
Hope for the future
Self-confidence
Generosity
Individual identity apart from family and
collective
The power to create
The ability to play
The divine child
Chiron
Collective failings and flaws
Disillusionment
Failed ideals
Inescapable wounding
Bitterness and cynicism
Physical and psychological damage
Acceptance of mortal limits
Quest for understanding
Compassion
The Sun working against Chiron
Depression
Loss of confidence
Sense of permanent damage
Cynicism
Expectation of failure
Sense of victimisation or scapegoating
Desire to victimise or scapegoat others
Projection of inferiority on others
Loss of the will to live
The Sun working with Chiron
Wisdom
Patience in the face of that which cannot
be changed
Toughness and grit
Understanding of deeper patterns
Melancholy which leads to depth of
thought and feeling
Determination to make a contribution to
the welfare of others
Compassion
Feelings of specialness tempered by an
acceptance of human limits
Activation of the will to live
The meaning of the Sun
I will not spend too much time on describing the meaning of the Sun, as I have done this
elsewhere. In short, the Sun represents the essence of the living individual - godhead
(or, if a less "spiritual" term is preferred, the life force) incarnated in human form for a
particular lifespan, and expressing itself with a specific nature and purpose. Through the
Sun we experience ourselves as unique, special, and born with something to contribute
to life. To paraphrase a statement Charles Harvey once made in a conference lecture,
the Sun within us makes us feel connected with the macrocosm, and we experience
ourselves as part of something eternal. This inner experience conveys, not "happiness"
in the ordinary colloquial sense, but the profound serenity and hopefulness which arise
from a feeling of living a useful and meaningful life. We could call this an experience of
"individual destiny", because the Sun reflects that in us which knows we are here to live
a specific purpose. Apollo was, in Greek myth, the deity who dispelled the darkness of
the family curse, and freed the individual from the burden of ancestral "sin". A sense of
individual meaning and purpose can indeed free us from the feeling of entrapment in the
family past. The Sun also gives us a sense of an individual future, a faith in our purpose,
and an inner conviction that we are "going somewhere". It is the Sun which allows us to
fight free of feelings of futility and pointlessness, and which affirms our unique value
even if our circumstances are painful.
The inner experience of individual destiny, meaning and hope, in turn, gives us
confidence in ourselves and a belief in the essential goodness of life, and this can be a
powerful healing force on both physical and psychological levels. If the expression of the
Sun is blocked, stifled, or undeveloped for any reason - through childhood wounds, for
example, or through internal conflicts reflected in the birth chart - the individual may find
it more difficult to connect with this sense of having the right to be alive as oneself. Life's
difficulties may then be amplified because there is no inner sense of specialness and
hope on which to draw. The power to create depends on the Sun in the chart, because
when we create anything we give ourselves over to something "other" inside us which
we trust will bring forth fruit. Creativity requires an act of trust. So too does play, where
we give ourselves over to a flow of imaginative power which makes us feel joyful. The
most ancient symbol of this creative and playful solar power is the image of the divine
child, which personifies something eternally youthful and indestructible within us.
The meaning of Chiron
In Greco-Roman art, Chiron is almost always shown carrying a child on his back. But
despite this emblem of hope, the figure of the King of the Centaurs is a tragic one. It is
worth reiterating the myth, which is often distorted or wrongly told because it is such a
painful one.
In myth, Chiron did not become a healer because he was wounded. That is an optimistic
reinterpretation which attempts to make sense of life's pain by assigning it a specific
purpose and meaning - to develop the compassion and wisdom to heal others because
of one's own pain. This reinterpretation of the myth is valid as a way of working with
one's own wounds. But Chiron's pain serves no such noble purpose in the story. He is
already a teacher and a healer, before he is wounded. It could be assumed that he is
already wounded because he suffers isolation; although he is a Centaur, and therefore
one of a tribe of creatures who symbolise natural instinctual powers, he is himself
civilised, and has thus separated himself from his tribe. Chiron in this context represents
the wise animal, a natural power which of its own volition has chosen to serve human
evolution and consciousness, rather than remain blindly subject to the instinctual
compulsions of the animal kingdom. Like the "helpful animal" in fairy tales, Chiron turns
his back on the savagery of his instinctual nature, in order to serve the evolutionary
pattern which he deems to be the way forward for the whole of life.
But Chiron is in the wrong place at the wrong time. He is caught between Herakles, the
solar hero who personifies the strength of the human ego, and the wild, untamed
Centaurs whom Chiron himself has left behind. While the battle rages, Chiron takes no
part; he has sympathy for both. Perhaps because of this mediating role, which deprives
him of his natural aggression, he is accidentally wounded by a poisoned arrow aimed at
another Centaur, and the wound does not heal, no matter what healing methods he
applies to it. Ultimately he retires to his cave howling in anguish, begging for death. Zeus
and Prometheus take pity on him, and grant him the boon of mortality, allowing him to
die in peace like any mortal, although once he was a god.
This terrible story implies a state of unfairness in life which is hard for any individual, and
perhaps even harder for the idealistic individual involved in studies such as astrology, to
countenance. We want to believe that life is fair, and that goodness is rewarded and evil
punished, at least in some other incarnation if not in this one. Here is a good creature
who suffers through no fault of his own, a victim of the inevitable battle between
evolution and inertia, consciousness and blind instinctuality. Chiron is an image of that in
us which has been wounded unfairly by life, and by inescapable conditions which reflect
failings and flaws in a collective psyche which is unfailingly clumsy in its efforts to
progress. Because human beings are both solar hero and wild animal, and because our
efforts to civilise ourselves over history have so often produced disastrous results, we
have a legacy of unfairly inflicted pain which produces repercussions through the
generations. Physical and psychological damage whose causes lie, not in any individual
or even parental failing, but in genetic inheritance, or collective disasters such as the
Holocaust and the present nightmare in Kosovo, belong to the realm of Chiron. In these
spheres our individual strivings, fired by the Sun, refined and focused by the inner
planets, and given form and strength by Saturn, are thwarted or damaged by forces in
life, in history, in society, and in the collective psyche over which we have no control and
for which, as individuals, we cannot be blamed.
Such collisions with the inescapable flaws of the collective can leave us full of bitterness
and cynicism. We may punish others because we feel maimed, wounded and
irredeemable. Or we may punish ourselves. But if we can progress beyond this black
bile of bitterness, and if we are persistent enough in our search for answers, we may
indeed find an answer - even if the answer is that there is no answer, and that we must
accept the limits of mortal existence. Acceptance is one of Chiron's gifts, and it is
different from self-pitying resignation. Chiron's boon of death may be understood as a
symbol of the acceptance of being mortal, and it constitutes a transformation which,
even if it cannot heal the unhealable or alter the past, can radically change our
perspective on life. Through it we learn compassion, albeit of a limited kind. Chiron's
compassion is the compassion of one lame person for another. We may feel deep
empathy for those who are wounded like ourselves. But without the Sun's warmth and
light, we may not find the generosity to move beyond the narrow circle of those whose
specific pain mirrors our own, and see that life hurts us all, in one way or another.
Chiron as scapegoater: the wounded becomes the wounder
There are many stages in the process which Chiron represents, beginning with his
wounding, and ending with his transformation into mortality and his release from
suffering. These stages encompass rage, fury, the desire to injure others, bitter
resignation, self-pity, feelings of victimisation, and, at last, the dawning of a wish to
understand the universal patterns that lie beyond one's personal pain. At any of these
stages, if we fail to face and comprehend what is happening to us, we may become
stuck and act out some of Chiron's less attractive features. Chiron is, after all, wounded
in his animal half, and animals are not known for their philosphical attitude when injured.
Those which have the strength tend to bite back.
As it is so relevant to the present world situation, I have chosen to briefly review the
relationship between the Sun and Chiron in the chart of Slobodan Milosevic, who, at the
time of writing this article, bears the dubious honour of personifying all we find most
abhorrent in human nature. Not long ago, Adolf Hitler had this honour; no doubt others,
equally qualified, will follow in the future. Whether or not Milosevic is truly evil as some
claim, or a human being damaged unbearably and thus transformed into a destructive
force, is not a question I can answer. This question forms the subject of endless debate
in the healing professions, and raises the impossible conundrum of whether the will to
destroy is a matter of inherent character or a matter of childhood damage taken to
appalling extremes. As with all such conundrums, the answer probably lies in a
combination of both. But it seems to me, viewing this chart in the context of the present
situation in Yugoslavia, that we can learn a great deal from it about what happens if the
wounds of Chiron are not dealt with on an inner level. Milosevic has exhibited no obvious
loss of the will to live. He is, apparently, quite the opposite: a tough survivor who will find
any way to retain his position of power whatever the cost to others. It is others who, at
his hands, have lost not only the will to live, but their actual lives. Yet the inner picture is
rather different.
Slobodan Milosevic
Aug 20 1941, 22.00 MET
Pozarevac, Yugoslavia
Source: Hans
Hinrich Taeger,
Internationales
Horoscope Lexikon,
Band 4, Verlag
Hermann Bauer,
Freiburg im
Breisgau, 1998.
Taeger classes this chart as Group 2P,
meaning it is fairly reliable and derived from
autobiographical statements.
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In this chart Chiron is not aspecting the Sun. It is, however, powerful through its
conjunctions with the Moon and Pluto in Leo; all these planets are placed in the 4th
house and square the Taurus Ascendant. The Sun is in the 5th house, in its own sign of
Leo, and is therefore the dispositor of Chiron. The dynamic relationship between the Sun
and Chiron in this birth chart is not through direct aspect, but through the polarisation of
the self-expressive, self-mythologising 5th house Sun in Leo and the shadowed, injured
Moon in the 4th, with its inheritance not only of death and destruction in the immediate
family, but also of the ancient memory of grievances in the collective psyche into which
Milosevic was born. Many Serbs nurse a centuries-old anger toward the Muslim world
because of the occupation of their land by the Ottoman Turks in the 13th century. The
Muslim Albanian community is perceived as merely a continuation of this ancient
outrage. 4th house Moons feel such things personally, as though they have ingested
these archaic memories through their mothers' milk.
The oppression of Tito's communist regime is also relevant here, with its repudiation of
Leonine individuality. Milosevic himself is, of course, a communist, and the only outlet for
a double Leo with such a political agenda is power. But although power might satisfy the
Sun's drive to create, it cannot heal the hurt of the Moon in Leo, longing to be special
and loved. This individual, with no water in the birth chart and the harsh internal
discipline of a Saturn-Uranus conjunction square the Sun and Mercury, is not likely to
recognise or acknowledge the source of his suffering, because any emotions, especially
those of the vulnerable victim, are frightening. One does not survive if one feels. One
survives if one fights; the Sun is trine a dignified Mars in Aries in the 12th, itself a
channel for a dream of collective ancestral heroism. The Pluto-Chiron power which
injures the Moon is perceived outside, in a vulnerable people who are seen as a
powerful enemy. As always when one projects bits of oneself outside, Milosevic lives in
a hall of mirrors.
Analysing the motives of an individual like Milosevic can teach us a great deal about
ourselves. It is, of course, easy, with hindsight, to say, "Ah, naturally he behaved like
this, because his whatnot is in thingey aspecting ding-ding." This is a game all
astrologers play, especially when it allows us to feel superior. However, the conjunction
in Milosevic's 4th house speaks not of inevitable behaviour, but of a deep ancestral
wound, transmitted and enacted through the immediate family. Milosevic's parents both
committed suicide, a fact which has no doubt exacerbated, or played into, the dark
flavour of this conjunction. This man confronted death and total abandonment in very
early life, and survival cannot therefore ever be taken for granted. Chiron-Pluto is also a
generation marker, as is the Saturn-Uranus conjunction, and both occurred during, and
reflected, the chaos and horror of the Second World War.
Those children born with this pair of conjunctions know well, in their blood and bones,
that life is not safe, and that innocence and goodness are no guarantee for survival. This
applies even if one has been born in a relatively "safe" environment, outside the arena of
war. Beyond the Saturnian skin of individuality, the collective psyche ensures that all of
us participate in and embody, on some level - dark or light - the times into which we are
born. That Milosevic is a deeply, savagely, perhaps irrevocably wounded man is beyond
doubt. That he has always had a choice in how to deal with that wound is also beyond
doubt; and we all know how he chose to express it. The savagery of the inner wound is
proportionate to the wound he has inflicted on hundreds of thousands of innocent
people. Chiron, its pain inflamed by Pluto's savage fight for survival, here suggests a
profound conviction that only through the deaths of those perceived as destroyers can
the individual's own survival be ensured. Hopefully the readers of this article are not
inclined to take Milosevic's path. He is easy to despise and even hate. Yet we may be
more like him than we think - in little ways which we deem unimportant yet which reveal
the painful struggle we experience in facing our own wounds honestly, and bearing
them, rather than finding someone else to whom we can feel superior and in whose
suffering we can secretly take delight.
Struggle and synthesis
The psychoanalyst Michael Balint3 wrote that, at the core of every illness, physical as
well as psychological, there is a fundamental wound - a struggle or inner conflict which
seems insurmountable and which can generate bitterness and rage, and the loss of the
will to live. While there is no implication in this statement of any individual culpability,
there is a suggestion that, if the conflict could be brought into consciousness, there is a
good chance that the course of many physical and psychological illnesses could be
altered, or faced in a different and more positive spirit.
If Chiron works against and overwhelms the Sun, the result can be depression, loss of
confidence, and a sense of permanent damage or wounding. One becomes cynical - as
Goethe's Mephistopheles says, "I am the spirit of negation." One expects failure, and
because one expects it, one may very likely find it. A sense of being victimised or
scapegoated can be very intense; or one may project one's woundedness on others and
victimise or scapegoat them. If we fail to acknowledge this inner sense of bitterness and
wounding, we may become arrogant and bask in our greater spiritual achievement,
looking down on those whom we deem to be less evolved than ourselves. We may also
become intolerant, and even cruel, toward those who inadvertently remind us that we
are hurting. And so the wound festers in the darkness.
Yet the Greco-Roman image of Chiron bearing the divine child on his back also tells us
that these two antithetical symbols can work together. Chiron is the child's teacher in
myth - the one to whom is given the care and education of the prince who will become
king. This is a rich and hopeful image of the role our unhealable hurts can play in the
education of the individual we are in process of becoming. We may find a quality of
serenity and wisdom, which emerge from patience in the face of that which cannot be
changed. We may also develop toughness and grit, and lose the sentimentality that
makes so many idealists so utterly ineffectual in realising their dreams. We may also get
a glimpse of bigger, deeper patterns - the slow, painful evolution of the collective, of
which we are a part, and with which we have to share responsibility. Collective disasters
and mistakes are not "their" fault - human messes belong to us all. We may revile
Milosevic, and rightly so, yet each time we sneer with contempt at any racial, religious,
or social minority group, or slyly try to make life more difficult for those individuals who
remind us of our own imperfections, we are displaying a little bit of him ourselves. I have
known some very vociferously politically correct people who, when they retire behind the
closed doors of their own abodes, transform into little Adolfs and Slobos toward their
partners and children. And it may be wise to remember that collectives choose their
leaders, and when these little bits of the maimed scapegoater in each of us aggregate
together, then we are inclined to put into power an individual who will do the will of the
wounded and wounder in all of us. Before we allocate the source of all present evil to
figures like Milosevic, we would do well to look in the mirror.
The melancholy which Chiron can generate, warmed by the light of the Sun, may also
lead us to have depth of thought and feeling, and stir in us a determination to make a
contribution to the welfare of others. We may find a different kind of compassion - not
just for those who have been hurt in the same way as ourselves, but for people whose
experiences do not necessarily match our own, yet who merit compassion merely
because we are all human. If one has lost an eye, it is easy to feel sympathy for those
half-blind like ourselves, and to hate those who are fortunate enough to enjoy complete
sight. The Sun working with Chiron can generate enough generosity of spirit to
recognise that all human beings suffer merely because they are alone and mortal, and
that one specific kind of wound is not more "special" or deserving of compassion than
another. Those who are loudest in their declarations of compassion toward the Kosovo
Albanians may also be those who have little compassion for their black or gay or Jewish
or Pakistani neighbour, or who are prepared to kick the dog merely to alleviate stress.
The Sun working with Chiron cuts through such hypocrisy to the shared essence of the
human heart hidden within. Most importantly, the Sun working with Chiron can activate
the will to live - not merely on a blind organic or egotistical level, but because one's
sense of individual purpose has combined with a feeling of empathy for the slow and
painful struggle toward the light which exists in every living thing.
The Sun and Chiron in direct aspect
Those with the Sun in direct aspect to Chiron may know on a profound level how the
unfairness of life can damage the spirit; and if they are able to take on the challenge of
this combination of planets, they may also dedicate their considerable energy and
strength toward leaving the world a much better place than it was when they entered it.
There are many examples of "famous" people with Sun-Chiron aspects who illustrate
this point; any compendium of birth charts, such as Taeger's Internationales Horoskope
Lexikon, is worth perusing to this end. But rather than dwelling on the famous, I would
like to briefly mention two people personally known to me, both chart clients, and both
with the Sun conjunct Chiron, who exemplify the very particular kind of pain Sun-Chiron
may suffer. One of these also exemplifies the kind of creative resolution which is
possible.
The first, a woman with the Sun conjunct Chiron in Capricorn in the 9th house,
experienced Chiron's wounding first in the religious sphere (as might be expected with
this 9th house placement), by being born into an orthodox Jewish family many of whose
members had died in the Holocaust. She had inherited a profound bitterness and distrust
of people and life, based only partly on her own experience, but also on an inherited
perception of being a scapegoat in a hostile world. This wound also encompassed a
prevalent orthodox Jewish attitude about the inferiority of women, exhibited in certain
taboos about the body. An amalgamation of experiences highlighting life's unfairness
had created in this woman a deep poison and cynicism, and an apparently immovable
conviction that she was worth nothing. As a result, she victimised herself, through
compulsive eating and a chain of destructive relationships. Identification with the
scapegoat, the oppression of a ferocious inner persecutor, and the sense of a flawed
and inferior body, were the chief areas in which she worked in psychotherapy over
several years, occasionally "reporting back" to me for a chart update. It took a very long
time before she could fight her way out from under Chiron's injury, and experience the
self-respect and self-love of the Sun. Yet, clinging to the experience of victimisation can
sometimes be a way of feeling special. It is the mute language of a secret,
unacknowledged, unconscious Sun - which, if expressed in more honest ways, can not
only provide healing for one's own own wounds, but can also generate a deep
recognition of the blindness and pain of a collective which turns on another collective to
alleviate its own sense of woundedness. This lady has travelled a long road, and her
innate grit, toughness, and lack of sentimentality about life have turned out to be not only
among her greatest resources, but also one of the great strengths she has begun to
offer others suffering from eating disorders, similar to that she herself once suffered from.
The second example is a failed writer, a man who has all his life dreamed of publishing
novels yet who invariably "shoots himself in the foot" by producing unpublishable work.
He has the Sun conjunct Chiron in Leo in the 5th house. His writing style is very fine,
and he has no discernible block in expressing his gift; but everything he produces is
always too long, too short, too dense, or too incomprehensible, or the themes he
chooses to write about are in some way politically incorrect and offensive to some
specific group the publisher has reason to fear. Behind these failures in the outer world
lies self-sabotage, and behind the self-sabotage lies a deep conviction that he is worth
nothing, that he is stupid and inarticulate, and that if ever he does get a work into print it
will be mocked, criticised, and dismissed as worthless. To date, he has not been able to
utilise the insights a chart can offer, and has not fully recognised the real nature of his
wound. The divine child within him was wounded by an early social and educational
environment that perceived his vivid imagination as threatening and his intense selfpreoccupation
and self-expressiveness as selfish. His parents, so far as I can see,
cannot not be held particularly culpable; all parents blunder in one way or another, and
these were no worse than most and better than many. But the educational system in
which he was raised did its best to turn the divine child into a socially acceptable
automaton. Many people experience such pressures and frustrations. But those with
Sun-Chiron in Leo may be particularly attuned to, and more readily injured by, the
narrowness and fear of originality so often found in collective educational institutions,
which may unwittingly destroy the very creative spirit they profess to encourage. Life, as
Chiron knows well, can be very unfair.
Aspects between the Sun and Chiron are not guaranteed to offer a solution on a plate.
Many individuals do not find their way through. Yet, although profoundly challenging,
these contacts may also convey a special sense of how to bring wounds into
consciousness, and how to teach this consciousness to others. Hard aspects between
the two no doubt helped to drive Jung (Sun in Leo out-of-sign square Chiron in Aries)
into formulating a psychology of the collective, and perhaps also helped to drive Dane
Rudhyar (Sun in Aries opposition Chiron in Libra) into making astrology human-centred,
and a tool for insight and enlightenment, rather than mere prognostication. No doubt
both these men suffered, and both, on occasion, exhibited the less attractive sides of the
wounded Centaur; I would not have liked to have been married to either of them. But
they turned their wounds into creative power, and partook of the mythic Centaur's gift for
teaching and healing. How did they get there? How do we avoid becoming a mini-
Milosevic, and choose instead the path which favours the will to live?
How do we get there?
The house and sign in which Chiron is placed tell us a
great deal about where, and how, life has wounded
us. This is the place where, no matter how hard we
seek to find a specific object for our blame, we
eventually discover that the blame lies in the gap
between ideal and reality, and in the inevitable
flawedness of human nature. We may need to rail
against life, but if we are not to sink into a corrosive
bitterness which can ultimately make us distorted and
ill, we need to move beyond this phase of Chiron's
rage into the quest for understanding which takes us
beyond identifying with the scapegoat and the victim,
and beyond the attendant inclination to play the
scapegoater ourselves. This understanding may
require us to dispense with previous spiritual and
moral convictions, and find a broader base from
which to view life. We may need to give up the idea
The Centaur Chiron instructing the
young Achilles. Wall painting from
the basilica of Herculaneum
Larousse
that the good guys always ride white horses and the
bad guys black ones, and we may also have to
accept the fact that sometimes very good, decent
people suffer unfairly, and very unpleasant, nasty
ones manage very nicely and die in their beds rich,
comfortable, and well pleased with themselves. Chiron and Walt Disney do not make
good bedfellows.
How do we find this kind of understanding? How do we learn to genuinely forgive and
tolerate, without that vastly superior turn-the-other-cheek smugness which masks deep
unconscious resentment and rage? Chiron needs the Sun for this task. The Sun has the
power to affirm the individual's specialness and lovability, and this alone can counteract
the poison of self-pity. The house and sign in which the Sun is placed at birth reflect
what we need to become, if we wish to feel truly alive. If the Sun is in Aries in the 5th,
and we are busy being self-sacrificing and devoting our lives to others, then somewhere,
something is not working, and a deep disloyalty to self may encourage Chiron's
bitterness, rather than his understanding. If the Sun is in Sagittarius in the 1st, and we
are busy pretending we don't wish to be noticed by anyone, then somewhere, something
is not working. If the Sun is in the 10th in Taurus, and we claim we are uninterested in
material security and collective recognition of our talents, then somewhere, something is
not working. If the Sun is in the 12th in Cancer and we are busy pretending we do not
believe in any mystical or invisible dimension of life, psychological or spiritual, then
somewhere, something is not working. I believe we need to ask ourselves: Is the Sun
shining in my life? Am I myself? Or is a fear of loneliness or not belonging making me
pretend to be what I am not?
Equally, we may also need to face Chiron, and ask ourselves: What is the nature of my
wound? How has life hurt me, and whom do I secretly blame? What might I be doing to
compensate, deny, indulge in, or project that wound? Can I feel compassion for myself,
or only rage and self-pity? Where do I feel scapegoated, and where do I try to heal, or
destroy, others in order to convince myself that I am not wounded? Where do I sabotage
or even destroy myself because of bitterness? In order for the Sun and Chiron to work
together, we need to be conscious of both. There is a profound and mysterious
chemistry between these planets which, if it is working for us rather than against us,
seems to mobilise the life-force, not only for our own expression, but also for the
collective of which we are a part. Chiron's alienation and damage keep the Sun from
becoming arrogant and insensitive; the Sun's warmth and joy keep Chiron from despair.
As with all chart factors, the degree to which these dimensions of our own souls give of
their best depends on how aware we are of their reality inside us. This is not a cure for
life. Life will still hurt us from time to time, in one way or another, and Chiron's wounds,
although we may make peace with them, inevitably rob us of our innocence. The will to
live is not mobilised by a belief that life is all roses, that all we need is love, and that
some kind father-mother-god will reward us if we are good. It is constellated by tougher
stuff, and needs realism as well as faith and vision, if we are to exit feeling we have done
our best with the gift of life, however transient, which we have been given.
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